thought that...

my skin is thirsty..so i give them some H2O..

my eldest niece, Balqis is still a baby..

but she just entered kindergarden..

and..i thought i'm not a reliable person, especially at work..

but i'll try my best..

hopefully. amin..

Hectic Mode

ok, I've been tied up with my new job since about 1 month ago. emm, dah 5months joined my 4th company (opss!), but the hectic time started around 1 month ago. depressed, overwhelmed and frustration come and go. it's really hard and difficult to learn and at the same time execute those works. whereby i need to juggle a few areas. and I'm not even in that real place! phew, it's quite hard. if i could relate my current working life with reality shows, it will be a) apprentice, b) running in heels (no, my job is not like the show, it's totally RUNNING IN MY HEELS :p) or c)Paris Hilton BFF (hehehe kidding)..

dear Sarah, u need to be strong; physically and mentally and asking a LOT of questions. u need to read more, google more, and tune to Discovery channel more (alah..nak tgk E! news). quick in decision making and learn in fast mode. really fast i guess. no need to aim very high goal, u can plan short-term goal at the beginning, which is, put everything in the right place first. then, u will see the trend and the real game. and then, just shoot 'em! much more easy to see that way isn't? ;)

Though i have initiative to bring some work back home everyday, still, i couldn't resist to read wedding blogs! ni pun i freaking out jugakla sbb takde tarikh lagi pun. i don't mind kalau xde tarikh lagi kalau my big day pun lama lagi. but what if suddenly my parents would like the day happen in like, 8months?? whoa..knowing myself yg cerewet and no any plans about the w-day, it is ridiculous. hopefully xjadi macam tu. kelam kabut nanti.

till here, my diary. for myself,be patient okayy? and for my friend yg tgh busy tu, we will have coffee session after work again okay? ;)

bye, nak sambung keje!

p/s: push until your edge of limit, but please not deceive yourself.